dO i hAve tO sEe a dOctor???

fRom hAppy...

tO sAd...

i can do that in 5 second...believe me...i think i got a problem...big problem...but only at my workplace...pernah dengar tak tentang emosi tak stabil...quite scary rite???but i believe that i have that problem...and it getting from bad to worse...and i cannot control it...arhh...

here i am sitting in front of my pc...juz got back from work...and now already 2:56am...and i still cannot sleep...btw jam blog nie salah yer...lambat beberapa jam...huhu...ok...read this...i go to work as usual...do my job function...handle my floor and my staff...everything so smooth and nothing goes wrong...i happy...my staff happy...my customer happy...everyone happy...happy family anyone???huhu...serious...then suddenly...i didn't know what hit me...i just hate everyone...my tempreture is going up and my heart is boiling hot...and the whole floor just freeze to death...i start to keep myself quite and just ignore everyone...i means everyone...but then i still do my job function...with a boiling heart...and i pernah cakap kan...kalo i marah akan effect to everyone around me...that why i jarang marah...so untuk redakan hati i yg confused...i just do cleaning...i collect the basket...i collect the letf item...then 1 of my staff tegur when i was collecting the left item...'banyak shopping en asyraf'...with his perasan cute face nak buat lawak...and the answer from me...'tau erti cleaning tak???'and a little bit more...'ade kain tak???nie counter nie dah berlapuk nak tunggu sape lapkan???nak saye jemput menteri besar datang lapkan???' a gift from me...1 jelingan tajam...then another 1 of my staff tegur...'en asyraf nape jeling jeling...nape marah marah...'and i turn to him and said...'ade kain???'...automatic die trus amik kain and do cleaning...so...the all my staff and my co-supervisor try to avoid me during the closing time...but then after work...i went for supper and suddenly i just get back to normal...i laugh to death...i bergosip...and i even sit beside my 'ade kain' staff lagi...bley gitu???

and after that they told me...ade certain time yang tiba tiba i akan naik angin and dieorg tgh figure out ape yg akan buat i naik angin...kesian kan...a minute i was gossiping with them and a minute later...kene maki dgn i...kesian kan...and the best part is...my staff dah tau what they have to do when i switch my emotion...just ignore or run away from me...

so???do i have to see a doctor???

when i at home or i with my fren...i am normal...but when i at work...i think i turn into another person...oh my god...am i incredible hulk???no...no...serious...pening...takutlah...

hurm...x nak jumpe doctor bley tak???